BBQ Party!!

under the rain, but it was fun!

semester started and we were all so stress,

with all the assignments coming.

it's just nice to sit back and enjoy for awhile.

let's set fire to the rain.

scandal?

the good thing is, i got a few nice shot in the pool,

thanks to chun pao and ian cheah.

the feeling of throwing away all the stress away.

have you ever felt that the society wants so much from you?

but you only have that much to give,

and it's suffocating you.

i know i have been slacking,

maybe i just need time to breath.

i promise i will be back in the game, soon.

but you didn't have to cut me off.

stepping away from reality.

3D max is killing me.

See what I did in class. =D

oh yeah!

here are some of the steps.

and you can check my assignment blog (here) for more details.

if happy ever after did exist.

stepping away from reality.

society sometimes can be a bitch.

we are forced to live up to the expectation that society set.

it crushes our self-esteem.

one question: how do you define beauty?

is it a size 2? or is it gorgeous eyes?

everyone is beautiful, but not everyone is being accepted.

so we strive for the acceptance from the society,

hoping we can be what the society sees us to be.

my advice? live for yourself.

don't live to people's expectation,

because what really matters is your journey is worthwhile.

i love tumblr so much, it really makes me think!

back to reality.

stepping away from reality.

see this vase.

nope, it's just a vase, nothing special.

i'm going to blog about architecture related topic,

since i haven't updated things from my studies.

we were told to draw a vase in 3D max,

took me 3 hours to finish it in class, but it was so fun!

some screen shots of the whole process, 2 of them,

because i don't want to bore you non-architecture students with this.

want to see more about the whole thing,

click this link --> link.

(i have not set up my assignment blog)

and the results! cool right?

i know it's nothing awesome,

but give me a break,

i just learn how to use this. =D

hands are shaking cold.

stepping away from reality.

let me talk about an important topic today.

i guess my blog has always about how i live my life,

maybe i shall talk about some topic,

even though it might not be much,

maybe to someone out there,

it meant something.

i came across this a few days ago on tumblr

and it got my attention.

look at the intensity of his eyes,

seriously all the hatred really pushed him to the edge.

i really do hope this is not real.

we will always have haters,

the larger you grow, the popular you are,

people will always hate on you.

it's hard to take it all in and too even look at it.

i'm not going to lie, i think suiciders are so selfish.

they think that after they live, no one would even remember them,

but do they care about their family members,

friends?

i never knew or experience any type of these among friends or so,

but i read enough to know, it's so selfish.

life is a gift and as long as you are breathing,

make the best out of it.

haters will push you to the edge,

but aren't you living your life for yourself?

don't live to someone expectations, don't live for anyone.

see the light in the darkness.

know that there will always be someone that loves you for who you are.

some songs to get you through.



all you gotta keep is strong, move along.

stepping away from reality.

i said i will update about the after-dinner-party,

so here it is.

well, not much to update but fewer photos of it.

after yan's birthday celebration, we went vertigo,

nothing new, but it's the company that counts right?

since we are in this topic,

i club the following week again!

woohoo!

there's shing, putri, thomas, mira.

we are young, we run free!

last friday night, yeah we dance on table tops,

and we took too many shots, think we kiss but i forgot.

i want someone to believe in my dreams more than i do.

stepping away from reality.

happy birthday yan goh!

another friend has entered her twenteen. xD

we are all getting older and older.

dinner at WIP, bangsar.

nice food, nice place to hang out and nice company as well.

suddenly i can feel myself getting old.

by the time you know it, all my friends will be 20+

then we will have our jobs, family.

the perfect couple!

and here are all the shots the birthday girl took with us!

these are the ones that attend! =D

knowing us, there's definitely a second round.

keep you posted on what we did later! =D

damn, i miss the states!

stepping away from reality.