class vacation - morib oct 2005

I talked with so much friend lately, I mean MSN or SMS. It felt good. Those feeling about not being forgotten is great!

i didn't went to prom this year. update me. XD
will make it next year & the following, my school prom. =D

Smile to whatever is coming.

i enjoyed.

OMG! tell you what i've been doing this few days, i went to youtube and watch Kingdom Hearts chains of memories and Kingdom Hearts 2 final mix. It's so interesting. I played Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2, but after watching this, I seem to understand more.

Kingdom Hearts 1

first Kingdom Hearts 1, which was easy, just fighting heartless will do. bring back the light. don't let the light gone. Sora, one 14 year old boy searching for two friends with the help of donald and goofy, 3 of them looking for kairi, riku & king mickey. simple and fun to play.

Kingdom Hearts chains of memories.

well, as you can see, chains of memories is about what happen between Kingdom Hearts 1 & 2, it's the between of it. watching this on youtube really answer some of my question. =D why sora wanted to thank namine (he don't even remember her). OMG! feel so good to know it. :P now namine and the organisation appear but we know nothing about it. getting excited. :D

Kingdom Hearts 2

too bad my Kingdom Hearts 2 game spoiled, if not i will be playing it again. =D Kingdom Hearts 2, let's see. it's explain about organisation XIII. suddenly, we found out that a strong heart that become a heartless will create a nobody. who came out with this plot? it's so good. =D later we found out Kairi nobody is Namine and Sora nobody is Roxas. (Kairi voice by Hayden Panettiere and Roxas by Jesse McCartney, cool huh?) (Sora name is Roxas with an "X", the "X" meant never exist, get it? i just found out) finally after the battle, bad guy all died (maybe), friends reunite. happily ever after? not yet, there's a secret ending which might be in Kingdom Hearts 3, alot of rusted Keyblades. OMG! what's gonna happen?

Kingdom Hearts 2 final mix

Kingdom Hearts 2 final mix, it shows some main reasons of the organisation XIII, it's what you don't understand in Kingdom Hearts 2. really love it if i have all these games to play. =D can't wait to know how the story continues.

Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days

those storylines are the best, really! OMG! Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days will be out december 2 in the USA, when will it be in Malaysia? it's about what happen while Sora is still asleep, what happen with Roxas. what task did he had to do in organisation XIII. it's like the middle of Kingdom Hearts chains of memories and Kingdom Hearts 2. you see in this game, we get to use the people in organisation XIII, like Axel! OMG! he's so cool! finally we can control him. i really want to play this game! *spoiler: there is 14 member in the organisation, the 14th ember is Xion. she was the reason they got this organisation XIII name. but 14 members? I'm also confused. Hopefully after the game's release, we'll get answer. XD

so the game is like:
Kingdom Hearts 1
Kingdom Hearts reverse/rebirth (it happen to riku) (same time as chains of memories)
Kingdom Hearts chains of memories
Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days
Kingdom Hearts 2
Kingdom Hearts 3 (i think) (haven't out yet)
OMG! so complicated, yet so exciting. tell me if got it wrong.
you really have to play it only you know what am i saying. =D

can't wait for kingdom hearts 3. wonder when will it be on store?

Memories are like chains, remember one thing, it will lead to another.

i enjoyed.

MSSM march 08

12 days to 6C#2004 gathering.
13 days to the vacation-of-my-life, Ireland.
-right now, nothing to do. except watching heroes season 2. XD

nobody have any new post for me to read.

Everything is going to turn out fine.

i can't wait.

i have this feeling that i don't have enough time. i'll be away for a month for the-vacation-of-my-life, that left just one month of holiday with my fellow friends. now, two more weeks. i really want to try to spend these two weeks with my friends. time passes very fast. it flies. one year pass so fast, seems like yesterday i was preparing for senior 1 (form 4). it will be very fast when i graduate, working, marry, maybe have a few kids. :D i don't want it to happen so fast. i'll just enjoy every moment i have now. i know everything will turn out fine, for everyone. =)

have you ever seen a shooting star?

do you have the feeling where 24 hours a day isn't enough for you? even if god gave us 100 hours a day, it still won't be enough. that's human.

i enjoyed.

class trip 2006

Live life like tomorrow is the end of the world.

i enjoyed.

genting. june 07

will think of something to post. :)

all good things DO come to an end, no matter how much you don't want it.

i enjoyed.

bored...

i really don't know what to blog this days because well, nothing interesting is happening. let's just say my life is all good. i can blog about movies or musics though, but i prefer blogging about myself. =D
what should i blog about?

don't love me too much. XD

2 weeks left before the vacation of my life. =D
blog about it next time. envy me. *laughs*

i enjoyed.

J3G gathering was fun...
Finally get to hang out with them - and that teacher.
Long time we didn't chat with that teacher already.
Even though that day we hardly chat with her,
but spending time with all my friends that day was really fun.
We played PS2, mostly playing that.
Playing the Olympic game was the funniest. =)
4 friends came to my house for overnight. Very fun!
We went out for mamak at 2am. :D
Hope for more gathering. ^^

J3G#07 gathering 16nov08

Life is very fun, if you know how to enjoy it.

i enjoyed.

sleep over - 16 nov 08

yesterday is history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
today is a gift.
live it to the fullest.

Life's full of adventures, adventures for you to discover and enjoy.

i enjoyed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear sis, Lauren

13/11/2008, my sis 11th birthday. She grown another age. =) Think when I was 11. It's seems so far away, I remember being with the most memorable class in primary. :D I know my sis enjoyed her birthday, we had dinner in Lobster Man. The food was great, we had 3 large lobsters cook in 3 different style, Hong Kong, Italian and Japanese style. Mmm~ Delicious. Hope she really enjoyed this year, cause nest year UPSR. and SPM for me. T.T

The lobster (before cooked)

escargot.

shooters.

lobster shashimi.

her presents...

helping her with her necklace.

make a wish.

Life is unpredictable, what you didn't expect for, it might just happen.

i receive a call, it's happy to know that i'm not forgotten.

i enjoyed.

Sunday (9/11/2008),

a day to remember.
Chen Moh Canteen Day/

精武华小义卖会

It turn out much better then I expected. I call a few of my Std 6 friend to go to this canteen day so we can meet and maybe have a little chat about how our life's been. Only 3 person reply me. I went there quite early cause my sis had to do sell things that day. I met a friend at first, then it's seems to me that a lot of people showed up that day. I might ot have a great chat with them, but I saw them. It's very happy to know that we still have this chance on meeting each other. I also met my Std 4 & Std 6 teacher. (Std 5 & 6 is the same teacher) They still remember me. ^^ The one that is very quiet in class. ^^ To tell you the truth, at first, that day before, I didn't feel like going there cause maybe I won't meet anybody, but at last, it turn out to be one of the memorable day in my life. The fish on the left, I bought it from my Std 6 teacher, let's just say it's a suvenior, to never forget that day. 美宝 (one of my friend) bought the exact same one too. After the canteen day, we went to McDonald for a long chat. Me, 书礼, 美宝，嘉豪 and two other person that I'm not close to. Basically it was just the 4 of us talking about our primary life. I wished that moment last forever. 6C class. Planning on a gathering, 6 december. =)

Photo: year2004, eventstd6graduateholiday(4days3nights),venuesingapore <-- one of the best holiday.

伟，枫，敏，如，宝，君

life passes fast, enjoy every moment we have. the moment may not last, but in memories they will.

i enjoyed.

"Life is a work of art you gotta paint it colorful, can make it anything you want don't have to stick to any rules. You don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you do, you just gotta have no doubt just believe in yourself."
That Girl -- Lindsay Lohan
*soundtrack from 'confession of a teenage drama queen' <-- great show. ^^

Once again, I agree to it! Believe in youself to achieve in anything, I like that! I'm gonna paint the painting as colourful as possible.
The painting stay on the paper like memories stay in the brain & heart, even if you want it remove, there's no way, it is stuck on the paper for life. We can paint white on the surface to let it look as if it's looks new but it's still there. You know it. The only way is to destroy the paper, as in to forget a memory, you just have to destroy the brain. (let out memory lost.)
Ian quote. copyrighted on 2008. =)

Random (about life *heroes episode 18) :

-There comes a time when a man has to ask himself whether he wants a life of happiness or a life of meaning.

-I'd like to have both.
-Can't be done. Two very different paths. To be truly happy, a man must live absolutely in the present, no thought of what's gone before and no thought of what lies ahead. But a life with meaning, a man is condemned to wallow in the past and obsess about the future.

So which path? To live a life of hapiness of meaning? XD

All I know is to live life to it's fullest. Not sure which one will I choose.

That special day. Let's just say I enjoyed everything and I love the present.

mmm~

it's next to prefect!

life have it's moments, we have our moments.

i enjoyed.

don't know what to update. well, i'm happy that i saw you (all) reading my pot and leaving comments too. happy that there some people is willing to spend a few minutes reading what i have to say. love you all! at least i know my blog is read. ^^
i've been watching heroes since the holidays started, playing computer games. i am thinking, maybe i should do more. hang out with friend more, because i am going on a vacation on december for 1 whole month. so i think i should spend it to the fullest.
first by going out shopping with my friends (as in just hanging out), maybe some gathering and what i would always do when i get a holiday---go to my grandmother house. at there, i will definately call someone and go to the backlane and chat. (i think you know who you are) ^^
tried. going to sleep. continue reading my blog. =)
i promise to update the post that i owe you as soon as possible.
XOXO

Live life to it's fullest.

i enjoyed.

everything has a start and an end to it.

the start might be unfamiliar, it might be frightening but we have to face it, face it to accomplish much more, to make life more meaningful. we have to change the unfamiliar to familiar. after that, there is going to be an end. the ending. it will be heartbroken or happy or any other emotions. we might miss the end or we would want to forget it. everything has a start and an end to it.
just like my primary year, my junior year and now my senior 1 year.

The end of senior 1...
Finally it's holiday! Finally a time to rest my mind.
I think I did it! I spend the last two weeks with every best friend. It was amazing.
even though i might not be seeing my friends for a long time,
i know that everything will be fine.
The last day was basically giving out result and prize.
I went to pavilion have lunch with a few best friends.
I enjoyed myself that day.
I reviewed back in my life this year, how many things have I accomplish.
It's been a fantastic year.
some friends will be leaving, some will not be in senior 2 next year,
but i know everything will turn out well.
we ain't gonna forget all this.
everybody is important to someone.

UPDATE TO BE POSTED SOON.

My primary school canteen day.
-met all my primary friends, some i thought i might never see them.
Some photo.
New skin.

p/s: Good luck to those taking SPM. It's today!!! and to those who graduated. everybody.

everything is going to turn out fine.
chatting with a best friend.

i enjoyed.

damn! can they help me out? need help here!

everything that happens this year seems so fast. it feels like yesterday but yet it also feels so far away.
what did i do this year?
New Class
MSSM
Malaysia Chinese Private School Volleyball Competition
Lot's of New Friends
but this doesn't seem right, i did so many things and yet i'm not that satisfied. maybe i'm going through an up and down motion right now. i don't want the school year to end so fast. 1 more day till holiday. i should be happy to finally rest, but tomorrow might be the time to look at some of my friends because i'm not sure when will i see them again. i really hope that everything turns out fine.
everything seems like happened very long ago, maybe it's because of al the emotions i'm going through. i really hope for us to still be best friends no matter what. i still want to meet all of you next year no matter what. i don't want time to pass so fast. this year really past so fast, i felt that everything is so far away.
i really got to stop going to bed so late.

keep my fingers cross and hope for the best.

i miss you guys.

http://www.blogthings.com/thecutemonstertest/

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a deep, thoughtful, down to earth person. You don't put much stock in appearances. You are never superficial or flippant. You take time in life to study, learn, and get to know people well. You inner demon is laziness. You can get so caught up in your own world that you neglect everything around you. People think you're cute because you're intelligent. Your wit and wisdom are charming.

The Cute Monster Test

OMG! This is so true...

2 more days to holidays.

i miss you guys.

i went through a bunch of DVD and guess which show i watched?

This movie that talks about dreams. It's about having a dream! It's about walking towards your dream! Everything starts out with a dream, with those dream only you can succeed.
It's about 3 girls who dream of being a famous singer one day. With that dream, they had a chance. With that chance, they start living their dream. The 3 girls -- Effie (Jennifer Hudson), Deena (Beyonce Knowles) and Lorrell (Anika Noni Rose) was discovered by a manager named Curtis Taylor, Jr. (Jamie Foxx) who offer them to become the back-up singers for headliner James "Thunder" Early (Eddie Murphy). Curtis slowly took control over the 3 girls looks and sound, eventually they got their own shot in the spotlight as The Dreams. It was like their dreams except when the spotlight begins to narrow to Deena. The Dreams soon realize that the cost of fame and fortune may be higher than they ever imagine.

Introducing...*drum rolls*
DreamGirls

All you have to do is dream.

I think this movie is great! I just don't like the keep singing part. XD Anyway it's very meaningful and I think you guys should see it. Haha.

everythings start out with a dream. i wish...

i miss you guys.

Hey xxx, look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according To plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I Wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

*Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing alright

*

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

*,*

(copyright: Simple Plan- Perfect)

i tried and i tried but maybe nothing is good enough. nothing is makes me special. i've gone through the stage where i think you are not proud of me, but you told me that you are. i believe but you only said that when i'm insecure. it makes me think, maybe you just say it when i did something good, for me. everytime i did something wrong, it will be a big scolding, but why must the scolding be more than the praising? i'm not perfect! i tried to help, but for a mistake i get scold. it seems like the thing is more important to me. i am really tired. you said that the society don't give enough compliment, but i'm still growing. i still can't face those yet. i am happy for the things you did for me, grateful too, but sometimes i just question, are you happy that i am here. you said that i was your biggest problem, maybe it was sarcastic or maybe it was right. i want to cry, but no tears coming down. my finger and toe are bleeding from just now repairing the thing that i broken, but my heart hurts deeper than anything. all i really want is a compliment for whatever i did that impresses you. if you are not impress then what impresses you? i will think of something to get the compliments. WHY MUST COMPLIMENT STOP WHEN WE GROW UP? i got alots of thing, but maybe i want this. maybe i write this too sarcasticly but i am just writing what i think. but no matter what, i still love you and always will.

i want to sit down in a corner, not to cry, to think things out. i am happy for all my friends, i am happy for having the chance to meet all my friends. i will never change that, but i have been thinking, front and the back classes difference. in one of the difference sometimes kind of pisses me off, luckily the front class student didn't say it out in front of me. even though their result sucks, but they have all the fun. i have more memories with them. even though you think differently, just don't say it in front of me. i will really scold it in your face but i still like all of you. i just don't want critic about someone you don't know.

nobody is perfect!
i wish......

i miss you guys.

everything turn out well.

i had a long chat with them, the prefect that i spent alot of time with last year. all of my best friend. being a prefect was a part of my life that i did not regret. i enjoy the days, as i stop being a prefect too, i also have no regrets. we chat for 4 hours about prefects, our life since i left prefectorial board, school and their choices of university (they are all form 6).

慧婷

宇华

国豪

惠珊

佩云

i am happy that i choose to sms you that night and came for today's gathering. hope for the best in the future, to all of us. i promise you i won't be bad.

i miss you guys.