First day not being a prefect.
~Free~ ^^
What do you guys think about my school uniform?
I felt quite weird about it, but some say it's nice.

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AFTER

No more prefect, lesser pressure, more fun. I'm free + happy.
Put down some memories to live a better tomorrow, it's gonna be worth it.
Suffering end here. A new me.

i re transform.

I put my heart, my soul in to it, but why didn't I get what I should get?
Why must I suffer people mistakes?
Life isn't fair at all!
I don't DESERVE this!

All I want to do now is go to my room and lock myself in there until the sun rise from the west. Only then I know miricle exist. Why must life be so unfair to me? I play bowling fo all my life, putting all my passion in it, but why must my swing be wrong? F the coach who taught me wrongly in Bangsar while I was 13 n 14. F him for making me suffer now because for his idiotness. F! I look at other people play bowling, same age with me, much better standard. Why must this thing happen to me?
I want to change my swing.
I want to be in AAA then to National Youth.
I want to prove to some coaches who don't want to coach me that I can do it.
I am trying so hard to change my swing, I got passion in it! F life for being so unfair!

I want to put down everything in my life and have fun everyday, but it ain't happening.
Gave up PREFECT~
3 more days to not being a prefect. Gonna wear white shirt back to school again.

6 hours and 30 minutes to piano exam. I still don't know how to play.
NERVOUS...

i want to give up everything.

THIS IS ME...^^

I am FREE! No more being a prefect~
Not sure if it's good anot, but i am happy, that enough right?

i am frustrated
-I can't explain this feeling, I don't wanna think about it
-It's a mixture of frustration, confuse, abit sad and a hell lot of other expression

i want things to go back to being easy and straight forward
-I don't want to think about all the things that might happen
-I want to live every second without thinking about other thing

Holiday~

:What is the most important thing in my life?
:I guess is having memories. Having memories with your friends and family it's what makes your life great. That's what I think.

I've been thinking quite alot lately, looking through people blogs, thinking about what happen this year. It's great and somehow I miss all of it.
Why must happy moments end so quickly while sad moments seems so hard to pass through?
Haiz.. I miss childhood ALOT!
Haiz.. I miss primary ALOT!
Haiz.. I miss my last 3 years ALOT!
If only time could turn back.

Review through this year ( I can admit it's a great year )
~> A new class, not the best but it's ok with a bunch of new friends
~> Jay Chou concert
~> MSSMKL
~> MSSM
~> Lang Tengah
~> Holidays

Last holiday was great. ^^ Went Lang Tengah for 4 days 3 night. Pictures will be update soon. My family, Kelly's family, cousin and a bunch of my parents friends. It was very fun though, kinda wish that it would last longer. The only thing that didn't really went well is that I didn't get a chance to meet new friend, the guy by the beach.
Went grandma house the 2nd week. Went to the field, it's been years since I went there.
The swing is still the same.
The slide is still the same.
The field is still the same.
Except we've grown up, we used to go to that field alot.
It was fun.
At least me and Ee Von, Ee Leng chat for 2 nights, get to know how've they been. Although their brother kept disturbing, but it was great.

This is what I wrote above (the pink words):
All this memories will always be in my heart.
Leaving footsteps in my heart.
Life’s a journey. Wonderful and full of happy moments.
This journey is long and also rather short.
One step, two step, three step, slowly we walk through this.
Don’t walk too fast, we have to cherish every moment.
Enjoy the happy moments.
Learn through mistakes; stand up once you fall down.
Make friends along the way, let them walk with you.
Help you through tough times. Enjoy with you in happy times.
I’m writing down all my memories in this blog.
Everything that should be remembered will be here.
When we grow, look back at all this memories.
See how much have we accomplish.
Memories are always the best. Cherish it.

MEMORIES~
-EnD-

This is my new blog. ^^
Actually, it's just a additional blog, I will still update my old blog which is :
www.just-iant.spaces.lives.com
So visit both of my blog to get to know about my life, my MEMORIES.
This blog will be writing down all my MEMORIES, somewhere I will put reality a side.
Leave some comments and always visit this blog. ^^

XOXO
Ian.