i thought i never will do any of this.
you better apprieciate me for doing this. =)

TAGGED by SYDNEY

1. the THING that tagged you is:
Sydney

2. Your relationship with her is:
my eldest cousin sister

3. Your first impression on her is:
an adorable baby? (i knew her the day that she was born) :)

4. The most memorable moments with her is:
ANTM.. (she'll know) *winks*

5. The most memorable thing she said to you is:
(something that if i write it down, she might kill me) =D

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
i will be out of my mind. (she's my cousin) >.<

7. If she becomes your lover, what should she improve at:
not gonna happen. ==

8. If she becomes your enemy, what will you do?
that ain't gonna happen. ^^

9. The reason of her becoming your enemy?
i wonder what will it be.

10. The most desire thing you want to do for her now is:
play a song with the guitar? i'm getting better... ^^

11. Your overall impression on her:
a fun, great (etc...) cousin anyone could have. =D

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
i work for what i want.

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
lazy. *smiles*

14. The most ideal person you want to be:
i love myself.

15. For people who care and like you, say something to them:
love ya support. love you guys. <3

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Ee Von
2. Ken
3. Kelly
4. Jynn
5. Loong Ann
6. Jun Ann
7. Jia Hou
8. Mirmo
9. Yan
10. Nicholas

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:
my school basketball capton. =)

18. Is 9 a male or female:
female

19. If 7 and 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
if they were gay and in New Zealand together. *laughs*

20. What is 2 studying right now?
form 5

21. When was the last time you have a chat with 3?
two weeks ago at saturday during dinner. ^^

22. What kind of music does 8 like?
Chinese pop.

23. Do 1 have any siblings?
a younger sister and a younger brother.

24. Will you woo 3?
no! we know each other since the day we were born. buddies. =D

25. How about 7?
a male? lol. NO!

26. Is 4 single?
single and available. XD

27. What's the surname of 5?
Lim

28. What's the hobby of 5?
gaming?

29. Does 5 and 9 get along well?
they've never seen each other.

30. Where is 2 studying?
Tsun Jin High School.

31. Say something casual about your eyes.
it's dark gold. :)

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5?
a guy? NO!

33. Where does 9 live?
not sure. happy garden?

34. What colour does 4 likes?
never asked her before.

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
Don't know each other.

36. Does 7 like 2?
Why are all turning into gay questions? NO!

37. How did you get to know 2?
form 1 classmate. :)

38. Does 1 have pets?
YES! a huge dog and a pampered chiwawa (is the spelling right?)

39. Is 7 sexy?
you really wanna know? haha... XD

stepping away from reality.

it's amazing what we can do in Sunway these days.

once apon a time, four human wanted to challenge the GRAVITY,

so they went for G-FORCE X!!!

look at them launched from 0-120km/h in 2.5 seconds

in your face, gravity...

stepping away from reality.

10-6-2009

my first Sukan Wilayah Bowling Competition! on the first day of my competition, i won a silver in the doubles. it meant so much! i finally prove to people that i'm able to play! i did it! i did it! *cheers*

attachment:
~from: Coach Hisham Blog
(you guys must read this. it's such an honour!)

what do i really want?

stepping away from reality.

i am sick.

my body finally can't take it.

after 2 weeks of rushing homework, volleyball inter-class competition schedule, studying...and lack of sleeps. my body finally can't take it.

我生病了。

我的身体终于无法承受了。

两个星期赶功课，赶赛程表，补习……和不够睡。我的身体无法承受了。

What sickness do I have?

It was yesterday after bowling training.

at that time, i was very mad,

because i played a bad game and being fetch late...

i suck it all in and try to not start a fight with my family.

i manage to do it, but i was very mad.

then, my mind...

i started thinking about what my life is right now, but all in the negative.

i really cannot think if i'm mad.

i was very very mad. something that i haven't felt so long.

suddenly, my heart...it felt a pain. not emotional but physical.

it was like everytime i breath, there was needle started poking me all over my chest, heart.

i tried not to breath but i need to, so everytime i breath,

those pain, it was like someone was piercing my heart.

and so, my parents fetch me to a clinic right away.

the doctor said my muscle in that area clench.

she said i hurt my muscle from all this sport training.

我生什么病？

就是昨晚练完保龄球后很生气，

生气很多东西。

突然间我的心感到非常痛，

不是心理上的痛，而是心真的很痛。

每呼吸一次，好像给上百的针插进胸口。

很痛！很痛！

家人带我去看医生才知道我近来运动过多。

我的胸口的肌肉抽筋。

i am feeling much better now,

but my bowling competition is on this friday.

sports day next week.

the doctor call me to lay off the sports for this week.

shit! so that means i can't train for my sports day?

我现在好了许多，

但是我拜五有保龄球比赛，

运动会就下个星期。

医生说我这个星期不能做激烈运动。

那么我运动会怎么办？

i took a day off from school and my hectic lifestyle for one day,
it was a stress-free day.
i watch Bride Wars today.
a funny yet great movie to watch.
at least i was able to sleep for 12 hours straight.
今天就在家睡了12个小时，还有看戏。^^

one annoucement!
i am NOT dating. please don't ask me again!
报告：
我现在没有谈恋爱！不要再问我了！

i wish i heard from you that i am a friend of yours.

stepping away from reality.

i love this! it's so cool. just want to share this.

transformers : revenge of the fallen is so amazing!

it is the movie of the year! :D

i <3 Transformers

i <3 Megan Fox

i'm searching for myself.

This post is dedicated to 明哲 and all those who cared about him:

I may not know him, but he is one of my school mate.

He left us all at 13-7-2009 at 1pm at only 15 years old.

He was a Tsun Jin High School Student.

A Boy Scout.

A Helpful Friend.

A Positive Guy.

A Tsun Jin Idol Finalist.

His life ended so quick that not all of the school mates were able to send their regards.

It was on 12/7 Sunday that changed everything. He was out having an event with the boy scouts. That event needed the scouts to walk beside the road a few kilometres. Everything was fine until when he cross the road. A car drove by a Malay (i think) went to fast and hit him down on that very second and drove away. He was admitted to the hospital and did several operation, but a day later, he past away.

How can the driver be so irresponsible? He did not even stop to see who he hit. He just hit and drove away. It can't be blame on anyone, it was an accident.

I know that he tried every power he had to stay alive, to fight this battle during the few hours that he was in a koma, but why must he leave so early. He's only 15 years old and a future ahead of him. It isn't fair.

I walked past his class yesterday. After his death was announce, his classmate all cried. All his friends cried and even some that didn't even know him. Everybody was hoping he can win the fight and survive, but he did not. *cry*

He will be in a place far away. A place call HEAVEN.
: Even though I don't know you, but I hope that you won't be afraid. Don't feel lonely. We will never forget you. Your death brought lost to us all.

Life can end so quick and so sudden. Love everyone around you, because there's not knowing when that somebody will leave. Love your life.

i'm searching for myself.

here are the photos of my volleyball competition. *finally*
there were over a 100 photos but this is my blog, so all the photos will be me & my team only. =) the first rule in blogging: NEVER (and i mean NEVER) humuliate yourself.

that is what i aviod & that means i did not post most of the photo because i look horible in it.

my team. (not what i expect it to be, but hey, no complain)

we root for others team too. :)

opening ceremony.

and closing...

my last year having this competition.

please harddisk! don't spoil just yet!

more to come, promise. just pray for me that my harddisk is ok.

i am searching for myself.