i am sick.
my body finally can't take it.
after 2 weeks of rushing homework, volleyball inter-class competition schedule, studying...and lack of sleeps. my body finally can't take it.
What sickness do I have?
It was yesterday after bowling training.
at that time, i was very mad,
because i played a bad game and being fetch late...
i suck it all in and try to not start a fight with my family.
i manage to do it, but i was very mad.
then, my mind...
i started thinking about what my life is right now, but all in the negative.
i really cannot think if i'm mad.
i was very very mad. something that i haven't felt so long.
suddenly, my heart...it felt a pain. not emotional but physical.
it was like everytime i breath, there was needle started poking me all over my chest, heart.
i tried not to breath but i need to, so everytime i breath,
those pain, it was like someone was piercing my heart.
and so, my parents fetch me to a clinic right away.
the doctor said my muscle in that area clench.
she said i hurt my muscle from all this sport training.
i am feeling much better now,
but my bowling competition is on this friday.
sports day next week.
the doctor call me to lay off the sports for this week.
shit! so that means i can't train for my sports day?
i took a day off from school and my hectic lifestyle for one day,
it was a stress-free day.
i watch Bride Wars today.
a funny yet great movie to watch.
at least i was able to sleep for 12 hours straight.
i am NOT dating. please don't ask me again!
i wish i heard from you that i am a friend of yours.
stepping away from reality.