[MEMORIES] *stepping away from reality.

it's been very long since i type my actual feeling here. i've been sharing my memories inside here, but today i think i would want to express my feeling in here.

很久，真得很久我没有把握自己的心情写在这里了。今天我就打算这样做。

H1N1 is back!=.= our school started checking students temperature once we enter the school. hopefully no more H1N1 cases. >.<>

H1N1回来了！学校又开始检查温度了，希望没有新的病患。>.<我真的不要学校再关闭了！我爱上学校了！可能是因为我的邻座是欣仪吧！她真的很好谈，又可以玩。我们一直谈天和跳舞叻（不要偷看我们咯！）。*开心*

sports day ended - that means study! >.<>.< my decision have to be made anytime soon, whether form 6 or A level. what subject will i study? everything is happening so fast.

运动会结束了，代表要认真读书了！>.<我真的不想读，但是SPM!我的未来！中学后的生活就搞着文凭了！我很怕！>.<我要做决定了，高三还是A level。什么课系？全部都发生到很快.

most people seem to find themselves a person that can fit right into their life, while me? i told myself no dating at least after SPM, but... seeing everybody having another one makes me lonely. ANYWAY, i've been thinking. maybe what i did was very wrong. maybe things could have another ending or maybe it should have ended much more nicely. i wish it was different. i still remember the days together, i would never forget that. right now, the feeling of you not even looking at me hurts me. i don't want to hurt you anymore. it's complicated. *confuse*

大部分人都有目标了！不是讲我要一个，但是当全部人有另一半时，我会很闷！我跟自己讲，至少等到SPM完毕后，但……ANYWAY,我在想。我做过的那举动恨错。可能它会有另一种结局或者它的结尾可能比较美。我希望一切都可以不同。我一直会记得当时的我们。现在，就那么的一眼也不望我了，我很惭愧，难过……很乱！我不想再伤害你了。

friends, just friends?

it gets so hard to walk away~

stepping away from reality.