my eyes are so bad!

my black circles, go away!!!

so believe me or not,

i went mcdonald. jusco maluri to study!

trails on friday. (i'm not taking biology.) XD

i'm gonna fight till i get my good result!

9As for my SPM. *fingers cross*

i refill about 5 times.

shit!

coke is not heality. >.<

i am so freaking hardworking.

*laughs*

it is amazing that i'm able to focus for 7 straight hours.

=D

i want to get good results!

tomorrow's gonna be the same,

studying~

studying~

studying~

chemistry and physics are killing me.

>.<

my brain is gonna brust, but it will be worth it.

i hope!

you don't even know. i wish you do...

stepping away from reality.

15-9-2009

Dinner with my family.

introducing Le Meridien

prime rib

i enjoy this dinner with my fanily so much!

this few days bad mood.

stepping away from reality.

walking away...

i tried to recover the damage i've done.

i tried to be your friend, like old times.

i am tired of thinking about: -

how i should have not hurt you.

how things could be different.

i am really tired just trying to be your friend

when everytime i tried to talk to you,

it fails!

i'm done with feeling guilty.

i tired to recover the friendship,

but you did not give me a chance.

i know you been hurt,

you still haven't move on.

but the fact is neither have i.

but why does everytime i am near, you would just walk away,

avoiding me.

what do you think that makes me feel?

why don't we just go back to the starting point,

just like 2005,

where we still haven't met.

isn't that what you want?

it will be as if we never met.

is this the best?

i need your answer.

A broken heart is like a broken mirror,

it is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

fuck it.

it might not be as good as it used to after fixing it,

but if you don't try to fix it, it will stay broken forever.

LOVE DRUNK - BOYS LIKE GIRLS

i used to be love drunk,

but now i'm hungover.

i love you forever,

forever is over.

we used to kiss all night,

now it's just a bar fight.

so don't call me then crying,

say hello and goodbye.

i am trying to walk away.

stepping away from reality.

i feel for this song. <3

enjoy~

OBSESSION - FRANKIE J

well it's early in the morning
and my heart is feeling lonely
just thinking about you baby
got twisted in my head
and i don't know how to take it
but it's driving me so crazy
i don't know if it's right
i'm tossing turning in my bed
it's 5 o'clock in the morning
and i still can't sleep
thinking about your beauty it makes me weak
i'm feeling hopeless in my home
i don't know what to do i think i'm in love
baby...

amor, no es amor (if this ain't love)
then what am i feeling (what am i doing wrong)
amor, no es amor (if this ain't love)
is this an illusion that i have in my heart?

full lyrics

it's an obsession.

stepping away from reality.

28-8-2009

Ice Skating @ Sunway Pyramid

it was my first day going out with my classmates.

group photo. =D

i arrived late, 30 minutes late. :P

not my fault! traffic jam!

when the 8 of us arrived,

we went straight to ice skating. =)

it should have been 9 people though,

oh well~

no photos while we were ice skating.

>.<

i skate the best, for sure. =)

cause my sis was a ice skating competitior.

lol

there is 1 particular person who fell 10 times.

:P

you know who you are, not gonna humuliate you. =)

additional photo:

the 3 guys, only.

it should have been 4.

oh well~

i'm addicted to...!

stepping away from reality.

1-9-2009

BBQ @ guo hao house

need introducing?

what do you usually do in a farewell BBQ?

-cook food that will eventually get burn

-peeling burnt food more than eating it

-chat

-take photos!!!

i did all of it!

after finishing school, i rushed to meet my friends.

guo hao was fetching.

wow!

his driving, not bad la~!

except sometimes when he goes to fast. >.<

how do i put this?

we started the fire,

people arrived,

we started cooking,

we eat,

we chat,

and we took photos.

i hate squatting there waiting for my food to cook,

but it turned out burnt.

>.<

dilemma!

which is nicer? hmm...

i love both photo, so i upload both. >.<

up: clear.

down: with smoke, so you know it's from a BBQ

most of them are going to taiwan/china to further their studies.

a photo session with them is a must!

A~ i'm gonna cry!

To: (those who are going to taiwan, china...for university)

all the best in university and the road ahead!

friday can't send you guys to airport, sorry~
have a safe trip!
the next time we meet will be next year,

i will miss you guysss!!!

T.T

~it's not the end, it's only the beginning of a whole new chapter.

stepping away from reality.