Sunday, September 20, 2009

walking away...
i tried to recover the damage i've done.
i tried to be your friend, like old times.
i am tired of thinking about: -
how i should have not hurt you.
how things could be different.
i am really tired just trying to be your friend
when everytime i tried to talk to you,
it fails!
i'm done with feeling guilty.
i tired to recover the friendship,
but you did not give me a chance.
i know you been hurt,
you still haven't move on.
but the fact is neither have i.
but why does everytime i am near, you would just walk away,
avoiding me.
what do you think that makes me feel?
why don't we just go back to the starting point,
just like 2005,
where we still haven't met.
isn't that what you want?
it will be as if we never met.
is this the best?
i need your answer.

A broken heart is like a broken mirror,
it is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.
fuck it.
it might not be as good as it used to after fixing it,
but if you don't try to fix it, it will stay broken forever.
i used to be love drunk,
but now i'm hungover.
i love you forever,
forever is over.
we used to kiss all night,
now it's just a bar fight.
so don't call me then crying,
say hello and goodbye.

i am trying to walk away.

stepping away from reality.

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