seoul garden, one utama.


after our final presentation,
it's time to celebrate, with buffet!
not the best, but it was nice.
so many people showed up.
yan, pao, jan, shing, andrew, nishie, vivian,
mawjia, thomas, angel, zhann, sean, elias,
icelone, michelle, szemun, liwei, khaiyii, jiayeong.


yansk pattern banyak.
i <3 university life.


simple plan - so happy together.

i think about you day and night.

stepping away from reality.

introducing mamma mia cast of sapura smart school.
i really think they are so great for a secondary play.
they really have potential, the whole cast.


family photo.
see my sister?
remember her name : lauren!
because she gonna be famous 1 day!

not forever, just until the world ends.

stepping away from reality.

enjoying life doesn't mean you have to go all the way with fun,
it just mean you sit back and enjoy what's there in your life.



i'm waiting for photos to update my blog,
i had the most epic fun with you guys.
yan, pao, jy, shel, joshua, andrew,
harmony, nishie, vivian, thomas, edmund.
remember this awesome experience. =)

done with all assignments and semester 1,
how long have i not feel so not stress?
it feels great.


walk past a cd store
and fell in love with this song.

i care for you much more than i should.

stepping away from reality.

never ignore entertainment.
i like the sounds of it.

library, mid valley.

semester 1 is coming to an end.
the whole experience, everything is wonderful.
you know, i love my uni life so much.


because sometimes doing new things
will bring wonderful experiences.

i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

stepping away from reality.

have you ever see kl night view.
one place to go for that,
look out point.

thanks you yingchung for fetching me up there.
i must say he purposely did it too.
kianbing and jocelyn too.
it's been so long since i see you guys, nice chat.

best friends are always in each others heart,
no matter how far or how long they go without each other.

love so strong, then you moved on.

stepping away from reality.

class vacation '10
it's the journey, not the destination.


samantha ronson - built this way

did you ever feel like you wanna be
someone else for just one day,
did you ever feel like you wanna
see through another pair of lies,
did you ever think I'm a wannabe with
anyone else just one day,
did you ever you really think of me when i walked away?

you look, you don't sound apologetic,
you smoke your subjects at my eyes, like you think,
you know where you think you'll find,
you think you'll figure me out tonight,
but you'll never know what i won't share,
cause i don't care and i don't care,
you think you'll figure me out tonight,
but I don't care,

and i wonder, if i'm just built this way,
cause every man that I know,
makes me feel like i'm too plain'
when it's over and my selfish ways,
go back to start again, go back to start again.
http://www.lyricstime.com/samantha-ronson-built-this-way-lyrics.html

sometimes do you ever wonder why you are built this way?
it's not easy being accepted,
but somehow, you will find the answer to it.

it was always me.

stepping away from reality.

ovation night.
a night of show-casting talent in singing.


my sister.
she sang the power of love.


performance was awesome!

fate let you meet the person, but why must it end so soon?

stepping away from reality.

club can't even handle me right now.


mist and milk club @ bangsar.


if you are looking for clubs to go to,
don't mind trying here out.
nice clubs with young crowds.


took quite some photos in there.
had an awesome time.




as long as we had fun.




saturday was so much awesome-r

get on the floor.

stepping away from reality.

5 days and it's finally over.
miss my hot water, and air-cond.


it was eye-opening to experience this event,
even though as an observer.
different people from different background.


no matter the results,
i think the installation was awesome.
it was amazing how the hex-plosion team works.

the performance by taylor is so creative,
and original!

love the magic performance,
the final rose. <3



it wasn't the best 5 days i had,
but it had it's moments.


maybe this whole workshop was not
as great as i expect it to be,
but it's the people you experience it with right?



i don't care what people say about taylor,
i know we are awesome just the way we are.



pao, jan, vivian, nishie, shing, andrew, edmund, icelone,
sam, kieran, chongyan, thayjis, sara, veron,
mae, puteri, yumin, carrie, azim, ian, chan, yukee, ivie.
not to forget norma and faiz!


end with a smile?

stand up with your own 2 feet.

stepping away from reality.

this story is dedicated to you.
maybe we are still searching for ourselves,
but somehow, we will see the light.

Matthew sat on the grass. He could not take the pressure anymore. He stared right out at the field. A small breeze blew and there were leafs drifting with the wind. It was peaceful, the whole scene was peaceful, a total opposite of what was in his mind.

He wanted to scream, wanted to run, wanted to let out everything in his mind, but he just sat there. He just sat on the grass staring straight out, listening to the breeze. His life was practically falling apart.

He felt his hands clenched together. He knew he needed it, but his will power was not giving up so easily. Matthew touched his pocket for the pack of cigarette he just bought. He needed to inhale in to escape from all of this. He remembered Valerie, his best friend. She was the one trusted in him, believed in him that he will change for the better by quitting smoking. Matthew wanted to quit too, but he was not strong enough. He could see disappointment in Valerie's eyes when he failed for the uncountable times and inhale into the cigarette.

He could feel his head was about to blow up because of this battle within himself. He took out a cigarette. This will be my last. He thought. He lit it up and inhaled in it. It had been 9 days since he last smoked. He felt his lungs heat up as the smoke went in and slowly, he exhaled out the smoke.

I will quit this addiction, eventually.

hope, don't we all are searching for it,
put faith in it and we will find it eventually.
redemption is what we all need,
but to be save, we need to save ourselves first.

my role? i'm still finding out where i should stand,
but i am willing to listen to you.
i am willing to be your friend.
whenever you need a friend to talk to,
i will be there, just so you know.

don't ever lose hope, you will see the light.

stepping away from reality.

finally internet access!
right now, i'm in UTM (university technology malaysia)
participating in an architecture workshop : terang.



some architecture design are so freaking cool,
and this is only a small part of it.





other than that, it suck.
or maybe our approach is different. =(
whatever it is, i will try to enjoy it.
it's an opportunity right?

see how torturing we are sleeping there.


and the food, this is what i bought,
imagine what was free.


don't get me started on the room.


it's so tiring to constantly care about an individual,
you remember the time you are willing to do anything,
give the world to that individual,
knowing at the end,
you will get hurt?
but you still do it. <3

we may only have tonight.

stepping away from reality.

malaysian studies exam.

seen so many questions to answer before?
yup, 100 multiple choice answer.
finally done with it! thank god.


just a song i came across and <3 it.

when everything's made to be broken,
i just want you to know who i am.

you know this constant fear,
being abandon? being chose over?
aren't friends more important than love interest?
it's just not fair.

life's not fair.

stepping away from reality.

do you know what it feels like,
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?


love do exist everywhere.


you may be hurt by it,
but you can't deny,
it is the most wonderful feeling in the world!


two is better than one?

if you ever love somebody put your hands up.

stepping away from reality.

there's still assignments,
but sometimes random stuff would just cheer you up.



gonna end semester 1,
which means holiday!
but i rather study,
love architecture and course mate alot.

written in the stars.

stepping away from reality.

the stress level is reaching my max!
3 nights watching the sunrise while doing assignment.
i barely sleep this few days,
just few hours of nap and did work straight to morning.



introducing my project 3 for architecture studio design.
yup, this is what made me so stress.

this will be what it will look like.


imagine me, AR. Ian Tan drawings.

it's nice right?




comments are much appreciated.

heard this song from my playlist
while doing my assignments.

listen to it. <3

tell me i'll be fine without her.

stepping away from reality.

have you ever stop just for a second,
just stop and look
at the beautiful things around you?

u might never notice that sunset could be so pretty.

truth was, i did not felt all great this weekend.
somethings are on my mind,
and i guess, i wanna sit down and clear it all up.

for some of us, we are still searching for ourselves,

don't ever lose sight of who we are.

for all you people who's having love problem.
this song is for you. listen to the lyrics!
acoustic version.


you know, what u might be going through,
is nothing compare to what i have been through.

i will be strong when the day comes.

stepping away from reality.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ni-Shie!!!


hope you had a wonderful birthday!
even thought assignment is stressful,
but do find time to relax!







hope you get good grades for the assignments coming!

well, guess where we had the surprise party?

souled out!
awesome food!
definitely awesome people!

nishie thought it was only 5 poeple celebrating,
but turns out 19 people came.
i know you enjoyed it!
ps: khaiyii left when this photo was taken.


it's nice to escape from the assignments
and make someone happy at the same time.

flaming lamborghini.
awesome drink from the look of it.
got pao and nishie high!


i love this photo so much!!!

photo by edmund.

photo credits to edmund, nishie, thomas and me. =)

escape.

stepping away from reality.