i will wake up from daydreaming,

i promise~

is just a matter of time... :)

i dreamed about you.

School~ Boring!

Class teacher absent for 3 days...>.<Hope she's ok...

Really there's no aim for me at this moment...

Haiz~

I need an aim, need my heart to focus on something~

Watch Dinasaur in Disney Channel.

The show about Alladar (a dinasaur),

his home was destroy by the comets,

and now he has to go to the nesting place,

the only place with food.

While going there, he met this herd of dinasaurs all going there,

the leader took the herd of dinasaur to the nesting area,

but he didn't care if any dinasaurs was left behind.

Only the strongest will survive...

But Alladar was different, he didn't leave anybody behind,

this story is about friendship, loyalty, and hope!

Great show, and meaningful too.

The trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=123Uewl2mr4

Random Pics: (Volleyball)

-Going to put all my interesting volleyball competition pics here...

WOW~

i love you.

Tick Tock Tick Tock~

Time is passing by, faster than we think...

I love the days that I can play around the playground the whole day without thinking about unnecessary stress, without thinking about exams, just enjoyed the fun in the playground. Not thinking about how to stand out, not thinking about what I need to do next. Just living life with laughter, but...
All of us have to grow up, we have to face the stress. Life won't be that simple anymore, but at least we got a bunch of friends to help us. Thanks god for friends.
What I want to say is, looking at the clock to live life isn't right. We should live life to the fullest. Exam is about a month away, but I still don't have the heart to study. Time don't wait for us, that's what sucks...
My hearts seems to be fantasizing/thinking alot lately, can't seems to focus. Other than that, I also missed 全国独中... What should I do?
Really got to pull myself back to reality to focus, if not...(I don't even want to think about it.)

Kingdom Hearts 2 DVD game has some problems! Shit~
Everytime before on the game, got to pray for it to work...
Looks like I might not be able to play finish this game fast...
Quotes from the game:
Roxas says to Sora:"Sora you're lucky...looks like my summer vacation...is over." and then Roxas is gone.
Thinking of you, wherever you are. We pray for our sorrows to end, and hope that our hearts will blend. Now I will step forward to realize this wish. And who knows: Starting a new journey may not be so hard or maybe it has already begun. There are many worlds, but they all share the same sky. One sky, one destiny.
LOL... Madly in love with this game...



Random Pic: (Volleyball)

ZiXuan & ZhenXian

Melaka Pei Feng

i missed life.

School re-opened...

4 weeks and 5 days to exam - FINAL EXAM

This exam that holds my future,
Score good ~> Life gonna shine.
Score bad ~> Meet at Senior 1 again. >.<
Save me!!!
I just can't seem to concentrate on studies for some reasons,
it shouldn't be happening. DAMN!

Need somebody to wake me up from all the DAYDREAMING.

Pull me back to earth.

Kingdom Hearts 2~

Kingdom Hearts 2~
Kingdom Hearts 2~
Fall in love with this game for the third time...

Leave me comments at my Tagboard...^^

Random pics: VOLLEYBALL

i falled asleep.

1 hours 17 minutes and 36 seconds left.
Holiday is going to over.

Review at what I did during this short 9 days/216 hours/12960 minutes/777600 seconds...

~>Went to Perak for volleyball competition for 6 days 5 nights...

~>Spend the whole day (Friday) in Sunway Lagoon with 5 friends that I won't forget...

~>Saturday and Sunday playing computer and play station 2...

Quite a great holiday, but could've been better.

So excited to upload the pics from the volleyball competition and forgotten to talk about the results. Well, our school volleyball got into the top 8, but lose. Haiz~ Ping Pong (Boy) lose and Basketball (Girl) got second.

Well, at least I accomplished something. I finally got the guts to ask some of my idols to take a photo with me...^^ Here's the pic...^^

Sunway Lagoon was fun!!! LOL...

Going on a triple date...^^

First meeting at the main entrance at 11am.

Started playing in the theme park, played the spinning cup first.

Then played more, next went to the WATER PARK.

Played the slides, enjoyed the waves...

(eventhough it's raining and it's cold, but i enjoyed myself.)

Change and went for dinner in Pizza Hut, no chicken buffet. >.<

Saw Luo zhi xiang and another actress promoting the show HOT SHOT.

(it's about basketball, friendship, love.)

Finally went home.

Have such a great time with

Si Wen, Jian Bing, Xiao Yin, Guang Quan and Gui Yi...

Friends forever...^^

Played computer, updating blog and played Kingdom hearts for this 2 days...

Saturday N Sunday.

Pics of it..

Remember even in the darkest heart, there will still be a light, don't lose sight of that light.

Final Form...so cool...

Random (from the competition)(will keep adding pics):

Our team~

Ouch! Lukily it's not from our team...

i enjoyed.

Volleyball

Going as a team...

Have fun together...

Compete as a team...

Stand together...

Be with friends

Make new friends

We...

The best!!!

i woke up at 12pm

I WENT FOR THE VOLLEYBALL COMPETITION.

haha...i went to perak for that competition, don't ask me how i did it, i just did it! i chat with my headaster and so on till i get to go... it was great, just like MSSM!!! i have fun with my team mates, meet some great people, saw some of the collest people and definately learn alot from some volleyball team...
So some team mates weren't close to me, but at least we became closer... haha... Even though, us volleyball team got into the quater finals only, but we tried our best, too bad that school was stronger...
Just came back from Perak so i'm quite tired... laz to update more...i'll pdate when i get the pictures from my camera to the com... but this i really got to write, somebody want my phone number...LOL, can't believe it... haha... well, not just me, a few of my team mates...
So i'll update later k? cya...

i played basketball under the sun.

i can't go for the malaysia chinese private school volleyball competition. :(

giving out so many but not getting back that much really sucks! but no matter what, i'm promising myself to not breakdown anymore. they didn't choose me is their lose, not mine!

i don't care.

Tomorrow is the day...
Really hope that I can get to play in Perak for the Malaysia Chinese Private School Volleyball competition, I am so damn nervous. I really want to go. Voleyball is also like politics. I don't care if any other f*ckers say that I sucks at volleyball. You f*ckers aren't good too, just because you want to sabotage me, I am strong...So f*ck off --> ngjicheng
I really want to go Perak for this competition but i promise myself, if i wasn't being chose, then no tears. I'm gonna smile at the captain, no tears in front of them. I know me put my effort in it, it doesn't mean I'm getting what I deserve, but "Life's unfair, we got to live with it." That's what Bill Gates says.
I know it's not going to be fair.
I know I tried my hardest in the practice.
I know I tried to attend every training.
But even if I didn't get chose, I gave it my all, no regrets.
No matter how, right this very moment, I'm still keeping my fingers cross wishing that I can compete in the competition.
I WISH TO COMPETE IN MALAYSIA CHINESE PRIVATE SCHOOL VOLLEYBALL COMPETITION.

i jumped into a pond.

*really sorry for not posting for so long, quite busy with life...

MY LIFE'S WRECK!

fail to perform in sports,

no mood for studying...

seems like the past few days flew by without accomplishing much. My mind is blank (it's not a good thing). All started out with the Malaysia's chinese private school volleyball competition. F that volleyball teacher! Headmaster said that all 12 players in the team can go to Perak for that competition, but why does that F teacher say only 9 of the team members can go? It's not fair. I admit that i'm not the better players there, i might not get chose. But i really want to go! it's like an experience that i might never expected (same as MSSM). I want to get that experience, this type of experience can't be bought!
My bowling is almost the same, my mistake still hasn't be fully changed but i'm on the way...I want it to work out! I want to win a title, win a medal, win some money, win a prize, to let people know Ian Tan is the one you should watch out. I really want all this!
It feels like giving out so many hardwork but get nothing in return. It so damn sucks! I went for practice (volleyball n bowling), i tried hard but nothing seems to show some results. I want to be in a world that nothings seems to matter, because life ain't fair! Life doesn't reward much, unless you work for it (left out the part where it reward you lesser than you work for). I wish to really really really succeed in bowling and volleyball. I will give more efford to it. I'm tired from all this.
I want to sit down somewhere far away and let time pass.
I want to scream till lungs burst.
It's really painful looking at all this.
I am so damn blank. Don't know what to do, looking at my room's wall. Listening to my alarm clock time. Life's isn't fair!
Why do some people don't have to go training so much day and 100% going to the competition? (volleyball)
Why do some people started learning later than me and playing a much more higher score? (bowling)
If i'm not going to the volleyball competition, this holiday might be quite boring. I really want to go, but i'm not the one who dicides it.
On 16/8 i can stay at home do nothing.
On 17/8 i can go shopping
On 18/8 i can play piano n ps2 n com the whole day
On 19/8 i can go my grandmother house n chat with ee von
On 20/8 i can go da kei with loong ann
On 21/8 i can chat more with ee von
On 22/8 i can go gua tempurung.
On 23/8 i can go penang
On 24/8 i can prepare for school
haiz...if i'm not going to the competition, this is my plans, you can book my time. damn i don't want this schedule! I want to go that competition! My emotional is stable, might breakdown anytime.
I hate this. I'm mentally tired to think abou it anymore. I'm all alone.
Now sitting at home alone becaus whole family went dinner without me.
sorry i wasted your time.

i 'm blank.