Friday, October 31, 2008

7 more days till holiday!

i spent the last few days quite meaningfully. =)
hope for the best, for everyone.







i miss you guys.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

During Hari Raya holiday (that way long ago, i know), the usual my family & 3 more other family went for dinner. We always go out for dinner during the weekend. The three familys known my father since secondary, so we are very close. The point is this dinner was special. It was in Pahang (ya, we drove 4 hours all the way to Pahang for a dinner), it was not bad at all. The food are cheaper than KL food. It's different and quite tasty. ^^



mm~ shark fins.





this soup has abalone, shark fins, ginseng in it. ^^


great fish!
Kelly, you should have come. Haha~
Hope you all are drooling now.
homework sucks!
i miss you guys.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

9 more days till school holiday.

Finally a time to rest my mind and body from all the stress,
no need to worry about Peka or Project for 2 months.
and Vacation! This school holiday is going to be the best.
but...
9 more days to spend the fullest with my friend.
eventhough I really am excited on having school holiday,
but I also wish school won't end so quickly.
Time pass, we just have to live with it.

I promise myself to really work hard in SPM next year.
I want to score next year in SPM, that my aim.
I should be taking 9 subjects next year.
Chinese, BM, English, Math, Add Math, Sejarah, Moral, Chemistry & Physics.
Hopefully 9A's...^^

i hope for the best, for me & my friends.







i miss you guys.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

you might have read this before, read again. it's meaningful.

Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
小心讀每一個,再用一兩秒想一想


1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰,而是我在你面前可以是誰。
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚,值得的那一位,不會要你哭。
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你,但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手,觸動你心靈的人。
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式,就是你坐在他身旁,而知道你不能擁有他。
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉,因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人,但對某人你可能是全世界。
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人,讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭,要為曾經發生而微笑。
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人,你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前,先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找,最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
緊記: 所有事也是因果循環的。
True friends: How many people actually have 8 true friends?
真正朋友: 有幾多人有八位真正的朋友?
Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right friends and good friends!!!
我幾乎不認識這些人! 但在我們當中有些人全有對和好的朋友!!!
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
Being happy is the priority of living,If u wanna be sad,Be sad 4 something thats worth it.
珍惜你所擁有的,慶幸所曾發生的







i miss you guys.
ALL MY FRIENDS who are retaking the final exam,
you guys must be STRONG! don't give up yet!
we are all in this together!

read ken's blog just now,
he misses J3G#2007, finally somebody also misses the great times.
i also miss it so much!
after everyone of you guys finish the exam (and pass),
we must go celebrate! we must have fun!
i don't want to waste all these precious time doing nothing.
i want to spend it with all of my friends, my J3G bros...

i am going to spend this 2 weeks with all my friends, living it to the fullest.
i hate seperations! why must there be seperations in life?
why must friends come and go?
what can we do to aviod it? maybe nothing...
i will still stay connected, i promise.

Friends complete my life!








i miss you guys.

Monday, October 27, 2008

BEST WISHES to every exam candidates...
and me








i jumped into a pond.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

i enjoyed 25th October very much!
it's was a day where i feel lucky to have you right there.
i enjoyed the present, i love everything about it.
that day made me forget about the problems in my life,
it make me apprieciate what i have right then.
it's 1 year already, it past so fast.
p/s: i'm not sure if anyone can top that present.

results are out! the good news i past!
the bad news : lots of my friends have o retake the final exam.
good luck to you guys ot there! let's meet next year in senior 2!
all of my senior 1 school mate!

Good luck to:
~Senior 1 who need to retake the final exam.
~Form 5 for SPM (16 more days!) especially Kelly! haha...
~Junior 3 & Senior 3 for 统考!






i jumped into a pond.

Friday, October 24, 2008

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xiang kan ma
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hsm 3
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o shi lo
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he hao kan leh
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haha
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假期有去看吗?
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o shi gua
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this week ?
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ya
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i want find ppl to c lo
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haha
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.........
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saya ponteng pergi beli
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when want ponteng?
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thursday & friday we no school
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friday
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OMG! chatting with him is so funny, read & u should know what i mean...^^ Damn loyal HSM fan! haha... Tomorrow is the day that all HSM fans been waiting for - the premiering of HSM3 in MALAYSIA! OMG! I'm quite a fan, haha... Been listening some of the HSM3 songs in youtube, not bad at all! Quite good! Can't wait to watch it with my family or friends...haha..

warm your taste bud up. it's the senior year.

How I wish to go to another prom night this year. 2 more years to my prom. LOL

i'm going to try to spend every free time to chat with you guys! i don't want to wake up one day and regret to not spend my life to the fullest. i only have 2 more weeks till holiday, i must spend this two weeks having a great chat with all my J3G friends. i'm not sure how many of them is changing school, how many studying senior 1 again, how many can continuein senior 2... all i know is 2 weeks to really spend it with them. i don't like seperations. i can feel tears drop when all this happens, but friends come & go. that sux. i really need to spend every single free time chatting with all my friends, everyone of them. i am full of emotions, the ups & down of results. (tomorrow we r goin to know the results.) i really wish to stay in this time forever, but that's not gonna happen. i really dun feel like having to seperate from my friends. i remember class vacation, how perfect it was. no matter what, that memory will always be here, in my heart. we might not spend the rest of our lifes keeping in touch or spend it together, but i'm not going to forget you all, it's in my diary. i miss you guys!

*sry bout the pic...dun know how to rotate it.

i chat with 4 best friends.

i can't wait.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

i am happy, right?
by my caculation, i get to pass & study senior 2 next year.
i don't need to retake my final exam.
i should be happy.
moreover saturday is the day.
the day that i should be happy about.
everything should be prefect + happy, but...
i got into a fight with my parents (that's normal)
damn, cause i'm late to school then i can't play com for 3 days
(which i wasn't surpose to update my blog)
mum is like always in bad mood,
always scolding us. damn!
well, that's a small part of everything.
i ain't that happy for 1 reason, you know what?
all my friends from J3G, damn!
lots of them need to retake the final exam..补考...
& some of them can't even apply for retaking the exam (51-- marks),
that means they need to study senior 1 again.
it's really really sad to lsten to them to say that they can't study senior 2 next year.
most of them will change school,
some might study senior 1 another time,
one of them said that he will not study if he can't go senior 1,
he say he will go to work.
i don't want this to be happening.
i don't want to be in school next year and half my friends are not there.
i really hope everything turn out well,
i hope most of them really continue to study in senior 2.
haiz... this is depressing.
some on the holidays got to come back to school for english classes.
it's all not really good.
keep my fingers cross, really hope for the best, for me & all of them.
i really really miss the days together in J3G!
i need to spend everyday with you guys to the fullest.
this year is coming to an end, don't waste the times we still have together.
i miss you guys!

spliting is that easy? he asked.








i can't wait.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i hope for the best!













i jumped into a pond.
My Top 10 Female Celebs!
10.
9.
Sexiest Female Alive.
8.
The best body.
7.
6.
5.
Won 3 MTV awards this year, right back on track.
4.
5 left and still going strong.
3.
2.
1.
OMG! I love her! Talented actress-singer.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My Top 10 Male Celebs!
10.
40+ and still hot.
9.
All Grown Up!
8.
Male Model-Actor.
7.
Footballer.
6.
5.
My favourite Male Model!
4.
3.
The one that write songs in Jonas Brother. Damn Talented.
2.
He is my idol!
1.
My Favourite!


i can't wait.

Monday, October 20, 2008

幸福方程式:
一顆敢夢的心+兩倍的努力+三倍的行動=百分之的幸福和成功
(Translation) The equation of harmonious:
A heart that dare to dream + Twice the effort + Triple the action=100% of harmonious and success.

no matter what happen, i want you to know that i'll be there. I want to record down all the moments that we were together in a place, i don't want to forget this feeling, the feeling with you is so different from the rest. i am happy that things turn out this way. our journey is still long, even though we can't face every problem together, but you will be in my heart, always.







i can't wait.
new skin coming soon...
the post that i owe coming soon...

Let's just say lifes been fine. Exam results is not that good, but I can live with it. Been spending times with different friends. Just enjoying life.
p/s: The special day is so near.

i want photos of us.






i can't wait.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Life been passin'...
Tomorrow is going to be the last day of my exam, finally~ Hope for the best right? Seems like exam been very blur, i never felt exam like this before... Was it because of not enough studying? Maybe it's because of it, but even though I tried hard on studying a subject, ex: Physic (Chinese)... But i hardly know how to answer the question, it really destroy me when that happens. Really, after my Physic (Chinese) exam, I really felt like crying. I don't want to waste 1 year of my life re-studying form 4, it just can't.
I'm scared, really scared. Hopefully my results really won't sucks that bad. Add Maths (Chinese & English) both dead. When I look at my results, I don't know what to think, should I be sad? I expected it, but I really tried so hard on improving this subject! I really wasted lots of time to study it, but yet again FAIL... I really wanted to express my feeling out, anyway, but I expected the results right? After looking at my results, it destroys me. Thinking about it, kills me. Talking about it, really make me want to cry. But I'm strong, I hope. I really want to give all this thing up.
Life really been passin'...
I gave lots of love advice before, I also saw lots of guys cry for a girl before. It kind of makes me think, will I? The only weekness for guys is the girl he loves right? Sometimes looking at a guy fighting with a girl really makes me pity them. Is teenagers not meant to have relationships? Luckily for me, everythings still fine.
Life will pass even though we stop...
Today I went to Newway with 4 friends, to tell the truth, this is my first time going with them. I feel like the front class student have life very different from the back class students. I was from the back class, but now being in S1S2, I am in the front class. Other than, studies are more competitive but lots of things are different. The way we think, the way we have fun, it's different. I'm not sure do I fit in or not? but I really miss J3G#2007. I really miss them, sometimes I think maybe I should have gone to S1C4, but then again, S1S2 really ain't that bad. I hate the most about friends is one day when we wake up, they will just be slowly erase from your life. I have things to be busy of, you have things to be busy of but I really hope we stay in contact. All my friends. I dint' forget about you all.
Life won't wait for anyone...
So I know that the girls in the front class don't care so much about how they look compare to the back class girls. I know that the boys in front class don't date that much. I'm like standing in between of everything. Don't know why did I think about this, but I really hope that friends should stay in touch no matter what.
Life is a mystery...
I want to find out what happen with everybodys life, don't want to be left out in their life. Maybe it's true that having girl friend with let you have a distance with your friend, that why we have time management. 建彬came to my house to overnight yesterday, we chat about lots of things. Things about love, friends and life. You know what I remember most in life? The time that I spend chatting with a friend, a true friend. Chatting with someone were time doesn't matter to us. Those are the things that I remembered the most.
Life is a journey...
I remembered chatting with Kelly on the school bus when I'm only standard 5, every morning.
I remembered how I use to stay back at school then chatting with 恩如,彦菡and some friends chatting.
The time where in Morib during form 1 class vacation, everything seems so new then.
Chatting with Ee Von and Ee Leng also really fills my memories.
The vacation to Lang Tengah#2006, met Chun Hoe, Billie. We and Kelly chat under the stars for 3 hours, I miss that. Life seems to don't matter at that time.
My form 3 vacation when everybody got out of their mind. The beachside chatting seems like yesterday.
I really love chatting about life, I love it so much.
Life isn't perfect, we got to make it.
Sometimes life doesn't give back what we work so hard for, but their are still great times.







life goes on.
EXAM ALL DEAD!
I DON'T THINK ANY SUBJECT I CAN SCORE...
DAMN! PLS DON'T LET ME STAY BACK IN FORM 4...






life goes on.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

EXAMING
*don't blame me for not updating.
new skin to come soon.
i jumped into a pond.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

life's a pain in the ass -evonna-fairytales
So right!
Shit! It's examing and I can't focus,plus I'm not studying...
add math & physic --> dead
I really got to study, if not it really would sucks!
OMG, help me!

Watched STEP UP 2...
I strongly recomend! Damn great show...
The most intense movie of the year -New York Times





i jumped into a pond.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

2 DAYS TO EXAM
and yet, i'm still blogging.
omg! so fast it's exam already and the truth is i hardly study this holiday. damn, i don't want to fail. i got to force myself to study, at least a bit to pass. shit! wasted my holiday by watching EPIC MOVIE & SCARY MOVIE 3, but the 2 movie really is hilarious! everyone should watch it after the exam.
good luck to yall out there whose having exam, pmr or spm. good luck.
tomorrow is going to be different.
i jumped into a pond.

Friday, October 3, 2008

UPCOMING POST
WHO ARE MY FAVOURITE CELEBRITIES?
THE EXCLUSIVE:
IAN TOP 10 CELEBRITIES COUNTDOWN...
i jumped into a pond.
4 DAYS TO EXAM
*it's getting closer and closer. damn!



WHAT I DID ON RAYA HOLIDAYS?
finally a holiday to rest my mind from school (thinking about all the ups and downs really is tiring) and definately a time for studying.
on tuesday, wednesday, thursday...
i went to my grandma house for 2 nights, finally get to overnight there, been long since i slept there. called ee von, but she was busy this few days which i should be too, lots of studying to do. so we didn't have time for a chat, so i think the next holiday to catch up on our lifes. i studied a chapter of chemistry and watch television all the way. i watch so much show, from icarly, totally spies, unfabulous, tom & jerry to csi, the amazing race asia. boring but the fun part of this few days was having chats with my grandmother and grandfather which i really enjoy.
on friday...
i went to sunway for a haircut (you guys are going to be shocked when you see me), bought new shoes, went lunch at a fancy sushi restoran which my mum said that she don't mind coming here to eat again (my mum is not a sushi person). quite a fun day, i also learn driving today. believe it anot? i actually did. LOL...






i jumped into a pond.